*sniff* I’m feeling quite sad at the moment – my baby is just growing up way to fast. I’m pretty much around the girls 24/7 and even I can see that Becky’s getting bigger. She can hold her head up so well now, and she’s so alert, watching everything that’s going on. And smiley! She’s always got the biggest grin on her face.
She doesn’t seem to want me to cuddle or nurse her to sleep anymore either. I did that with Sarah until she turned one and decided that she was a big girl now and wanted to go to sleep on her own. Three nights in a row now, Becky’s kicked me out. I miss it already, it’s such a calm, peaceful, beautiful, gentle… loving way to help her of to dreamland. I know I should be happy about it – and I am! But it’s just another reminder that she’s not a newborn any more and that she’s growing up.
But you want to know the worst of it? She’s getting her first tooth :( You can see it under the gum, and she’s been chewing on her hands constantly for the past week or so. I was in complete denial when I first saw them – but they haven’t gone away. Today Becky would pull away, arching her back and crying every time I tried to feed her, until I put a smear of bonjella on her bottom gum and gave it a minute to kick in. Then she’d feed.
I’m not worried at all about the “teeth and breastfeeding” thing. Sarah had nearly a full set before she weaned, it’s really no big deal. I’m just sad because it means, again, that she’s growing up WAY to fast.
I’m madly snapping photos, trying to capture it all before I turn around and find, like Sarah, that she’s suddenly all grown up.